Stupid Victoria Secret lady.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008, 10:24 AM

Well! I got accepted into Animal Behavior College :] I'm officially enrolled. Yeehaw! And it wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for my sister co-signing with me for the loan. So now I owe her. She claims that I have to give her one of my L.A.M.B. bags..uhhhhh lemme think about it...........NO! Sorry Ate. Love you though :] So yes, I'm officially part of the program & I can't wait to start! I get to teach Bonnie new tricks plater on, and I get to volunteer at a shelter & work with those dogs. :] Anything for dogs! I love 'em; they're my life.

This weekend is going to be fun. Wicked is on Friday night! I'm so excited. I've been waiting for the day to freakin' come already, but time seriously does fly fast. I hope Mark enjoys the show. He should be used to me playing musical soundtracks all the time..from Hairspray to Moulin Rouge to Phantom of the Opera to Across the Universe...I LOVE MUSICALS! And next year Pantages is having Grease & Phantom of the Opera & Legally Blonde. Mm. I need to make plans to see at least one of them. :] Saturday is TN's birthday & we're all having dinner at Park Ave. It should be a fun-filled night as well. :] So I'll be pooped by the time it's all over.

So we're planning Knott's Halloween Haunt. I'm just not sure what date, but I'm excited because I have never been to it. I'm pretty chicken. But I love those types of things; plus I haven't been to Knott's Berry Farm since I was 5. Yay!

I'm reading this book called Puppy Chow is Better Than Prozac. So far, so good. I mean, half the book talks about this guy who became a manic depressive (it's a true story) after his break-up with the only woman he ever got involved with, and I guess if you have the patience to understand where he came from, it's a good book for you. I would know because I remember I was once insanely depressed that I ended up with a psychiatrist. But really, this book explains how getting a dog saved his life entirely..and I can understand that. Dogs are therapy. They seriously give you so much more love than you can imagine :]

I'm going shopping today. I need to find a couple outfits. I haven't shopped in a while because I feel there's no need since I keep shedding off pounds. My pants seriously don't fit me. I can just pull 'em straight off, lol. The shirts and sweaters that I use to let hang in my closet actually fit again. I also feel muscles in my arms! It's crazy. All that weight lifting does have a purpose. I started thinking back on all the times people would give me shit about my weight..not just people I knew, but strangers! One example would be when we went to Victoria Secret once, and I was looking at underwear in the small section because um, yeah, I wear size small. And this old lady (who was an employee) was hovering over me like a hawk, and she then asked me, "Do you need help with anything?" And I said, "No thank you, I'm fine, just looking around." She then had the nerve to say, "Well, you're looking at the small section. The MEDIUM and LARGE sections are right below." And she said that while she was lookin' me up and down, as if to say, YUP YOU'RE FAT LADY..YOU'RE LOOKING IN THE WRONGGGGGGGG SECTION. In my head it was like, Uhhhh..bitch, you did NOT just say that to me. I wanted to just be like, "Do you want me to pull out my underwear right now & show you what fucking SIZE I'm wearing? I was crying to Mark. It really hurt me. It was just hard dealing with it. And all the times that random people would ask me, "Are you pregnant? How long have you been pregnant for?" UGH! Just remembering it all is so sad. But that's exactly why I went through with this diet. It's what pushed me. I'm tired of hearing all those people talk shit to me, disrespecting me when they don't even know me. Well, now I'm almost 30 pounds lighter, who would've thought I was gonna get this far? Back then, I would be too embarrass to share these kinds of stories, but I really don't care anymore. I'm proving everyone else wrong x]

Well, time to eat my salad. Peace out everyone!












Hello, my name is Calee. I may have the same interests as many others, but I'm really different. I don't judge by looks or status. I get along with everybody, but I prefer to just associate with those who are open-minded and can really understand who I am and where I came from. I have a good life living with my boyfriend Mark. He's the best boyfriend ever; he's intelligent, focused, and he takes the best care of me. One thing that everyone knows about me is that I LOVE DOGS. I don't party much or get drunk whatsoever, but that doesn't stop me from having fun. I love food (who doesn't?), and I love sight-seeing, shopping, watching movies, singing, going to amusement parks, or watching shows. These blogs should give you a hint of what life's like: BUSY! Work, school, dogs, Mark, and all that good junk.

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